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It's been a while since i've visited my own blog..kinda busy recently..work my ass off at the day time, play like a kid at the night time and study like a nerd at..erm..sometime I did...i swear. But now..I want to write on my blog to express my feelings that has been stuck deep inside my heart for quite some time. Exactly, it's related to the symbol above..the undefined symbol that has been around this world for ages.
I never had this kind of feeling since a long time ago and this time..I can do nothing about it. Distance is the biggest and only factor that's been blocking my way to take any action. I never believe in long distance relationship (as if she said yes..ehehe)..so I always salute to those people who did it and maintain it well. Besides, what funny is ppl are usually happy when they know the one they admire is available, but im not..im actually the other way round..what a weirdo. As long as shes still single, it gives me a tiny little hope that I think...I still have the chance.
I've been talking a lot about her with my friends but I still haven't decided what to do yet..what I know I can do now is to wish her all the best in life..i'll be happy as well if she got a nice boy friend..it sounds fake but I mean it. Well, maybe the fact that someone forwarded to my email is right. Everyone will fall in love more than 10 times in average..but they will only deeply fall in love for 1-2 times in their life time.
